magic

i woke this morning and as i lay in bed, conscious thoughts just beginning to form, they turned to moments shared with him.  the next thing i knew my eyes were leaking profusely and i was sobbing, missing him and the intimacy and magic we've shared.  i want the magic of smiles that come from never getting tired of seeing them come through the door, of knowing such a precious thing as their love is yours, of finding ways to show them how much love and appreciation and desire you hold in your heart, mind and body for them.  i want that magic and i know when you really have that it's not a fleeting thing at all. when you come from a place of shared love and gratitude,  it is a never ending process that keeps itself alive.  i don't just think this, i know this...we know this.  we knew magic.