meltdown

 it happened

i didn't mean for it to happen

everything fell in on me

my thoughts scared me 

badly

i thought i was strong

but now i know 

i am broken

the end

scream

give me something real

a real love

a real person

a real life

a real country

a real reason to care

or carry this load

because i am tired

of all the bullshit

and the illusion

we call life

or love

or freedom.

like john lennon said,

just gimme some truth.