i counted the moments
until i could see you
until we could live
lips touching teasing
until passion overtook
every day i watched for your words
letting you reach out to me first
to know i wasn't the one pursuing
that it was you reaching for me
and now i count the moments
waiting for time to pass
filling my days with mundane tasks
and pointless conversations
love has alway been the only thing
that gives me purpose
that makes me feel anything
be it passion or sorrow
for twenty four months
i wished the time away
until we were together again
now i simply wish it away
i am sleeping more these days
a good way to hide
to not face time or truth
there is no reason to awaken
i am not living
only existing
only waiting
only breathing
until i stop
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