sitting here on this sunday night in the stillness. i am thinking about life, mine in particular. i know i've thought this, felt this and probably said it a thousand times, but when it boils right down to it, te only thing that matters, is of any real spiritual or soulful value in life is love.
i belong to facebook group called "the three blessings". members usually post daily at least three things they are grateful for or feel blessed by. sometimes i struggle with three things. most of the time i can make a list much longer. tonight i kept it simple. my three blessings were:
love
love
love
it's so simple and covers everything. it's not just the love i receive. it's that, too, but it's more. there is so much love in the world but so often what we seem to focus on are the ills of society. (guilty!) however, i bet if we just stop and consider all the love that exists in the world, we couldn't even fathom it.
i feel blessed by love. the love between my kids and i, the love between siblings, the love i've shared with coop and mark, the love shared with my animal companions.
but tonight...tonight i am feeling especially blessed by the love of the man in my life. and sometimes the love in me is so big i don't quite know what to do with it. i never used to love so hard, but life and loss in particular have taught me to give in, embrace and experience it completely.
is it scary? yeah, it is for me because life has shown me what incredible loss feels like, so there is always the element of fear. but i also know that it's worth the risk. if we've never truly loved we've never truly lived.
tonight i go to bed with a grateful heart for all the love in my life and in the world.
Your love is so full & so big I feel dwarfed by it. But I know I shouldn’t be intimidated by it but embrace it, let go and let love happen.
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